Poison

Save me.

Oh God, save me. From this poison that I drink. 

From what he did and what she said 

and how it’s killing me instead.

Heal me.

Oh God heal me. From these wrongs I cannot right.

From this murder I conspire

from this evil I desire

Hatred looks me in the eye, swears to me he’s on my side…

He’s the only one… the only one who cares for me.

But as he whispers in my ear, 

he plunges a sword in my belly… 

yes, he plunges a sword in my belly 

and blames the one I see…. 

the one I see with misery 

And how I believe him. 

Silly me, how I believe him.

Hold me.

Oh God, hold me; all I do is vomit blood.

blood stained tears and bitterness

the things I just cant put to rest

But the steadfast love of the LORD never ceases; 

His mercies never come to an end; they are new every morning; 

great is Your faithfulness